I am a firm believer that everything has an explanation, and I will fiercely defend that belief whenever questioned. However, patience is not one of my virtues. I'm not a fan of being left in the dark for any amount of time and forced to wait before I find out what that explanation is. Spontaneity, while much more fun and satisfying, gets me into trouble more often than not in the long run. I live from the gut. The heart. The urge. I see something I want, and I can't say no. I see 12 things I want, and I still can't say no. I'm not talking about shopaholics logic here, either. Lifeaholic? Only when it's self-gratifying, I'm afraid to admit. It's a selfish realization, but at least it's honest.
I can only pour things out a certain way. The door isn't always open. As a matter of fact, there has been a ten ton padlock on it for years. I still can't help admiring others, though. People whose doors are always open. People who just let it out in any surrounding around anyone who will listen, or maybe even not listen. Consequences be damned, they put themselves out there with no reservation. That is what I want to be. It's what I WILL be. The chameleon is a tired old beast, these days. It's time to let anyone and everyone see in.
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